"once u go black, u never go black"... i dont wanna go bac.
im too afraid to turn msn on, i cant face the fact that he might not be there as usual.
finally deleted an annoying person.
fake laughing gives u the sensation of feeling fake, although u need to do it sometimes.
it's a mess and im enjoying it.
"there goes the fear again, let it go"
went to bed at 3 and woke up at 6.... healthy time.
i dont want to go to bed.