why does it feels so hurt now.. the drugs don't work.. nothing can heal this but u.. n only u..

when all u can do is just sigh.. hhhmmmmmmppppfffttthhh

why wait a year to turn me into pieces?? knapa ga skalian diancurin aja sekarang??

luka ini ga akan sembuh dan bukan untuk disembuhkan.. I will never be whole again..

should I be happy when I feel like ruining your life??

still waiting.. ga tau kapan penantian ini akan berakhir..

apa artinya kebahagiaan jika hanya untuk satu tahun? what's after that? apa buat kamu perasaan cuma permainan yang bisa di batas waktu??

hope all this time of waiting will worth that much..

dengan bodohnya masih menunggu.. he doesn't even realize I turn off my cellphone coz he doesn't even try to reach me..

hoping that this is all just nightmare and I can wake up now n everything will disappear