Many times I find myself wishing for sleep and hoping I will never wake up again.

I'm tired... of a lot of things...

I want to feel like there's still a reason for me to keep going..

at least sometimes, I feel like I still have some use in this world.../

ayoko na...

I wish I had the chance to say I love you.

one day, because I'm fairly horrible when it comes to taking care of this body, I will fall over... and not get up anymore...

it's broken far beyond repairs...

I would like to die... but I cannot allow mama to go through that again... so I will wait for her to go first and then so shall I

I would like to go now... go away... far far away...