been so irresponsible lately...

waiting for that point in life when I can smile without a care in the world... I don't think that will ever arrive...

I'd never thought that in my life I'd ever learn to long
For a memory whose ancient tunes were as empty as my songs

something/someone would come and take me from this world...

too much to do...

I really can't understand what it means to love someone... I guess I'll just get it all wrong every time...

there really is something fundamentally wrong with me...

why I always end up answering my own questions...

decided to get a new look after everything that's happened.

understanding... eludes me...