Gue bingung. Knp gue blm bs tidur (my mind is restless due to nothing of importance, but it thinks that is important to think abt), pdhl my body's dmn tired. Trs besok kan gue mau mcu ya Allah cemana ini

Tp sbnrnya dlm periode waktu tertentu, fokes masalah hidup uwe suka ganti2 kan. Jd klo bs worry abt BB, i should be grateful, krn byk orang2 yg boro2 bs kepikiran sama BB

Trs kadang lg ku suka wondering, sempet ga ya dlm hidupku ini ku ngerasain BB ideal atau imt normal ajadeh gitu.

Kadang suka berandai2, memiliki IMT normal effortlessly itu keknya enak bgt ya. Asa capek tiap mau makan mikir. Tp klo dikendorin dikit aja lgsg ambyar.

"It's time to count our blessings beneath the autumn sky"💖💖💖

I think I need to do some laundry to clear my head🤕

Bersyukur nar, bersyukur

And there's this whole new possibilities that is kinda risky to deal with, so I've been procrastinating on facing em head on. But I think tmrw I'll ask and clear things once and for all.

BISMILLAH YA ALLAH MUDAHKAH URUSAN HAMBA-MU DI 2020. AAAMIIIN YRA

That is what I meant by 'kinda petrified'