what a way to anticipate christmas hahaha bullshit

i've been doing way too much crying in the past two weeks

no srsly i've lost all motivation to go to dinner later can i just stay in my room and wallow in my self-loathing

i don't wanna anything anymore

ide wanna get ready for dinner later

i don't want to drive anymore if it means getting treated like a dumbass

like seriously i'm such failure just take me already

gives up on life i can't do anything right

sunset overdrive huhuhu the one thing the xbox one has over the ps4

meanwhile i kept on dodging and evading and healing