"I wished I could feel numb again, but I couldn't remember how I'd managed it before."

now i know exactly how bella felt when edward left her..

..i just need to get this of my chest that you will always have my heart..

somebody told me you're unhappy, but it doesn't show.. somebody told me that you don't want me no more.. so your walkin out the door..

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i just feel like dying..

walang gana..

it's really nice when you don't feel anything..

i'm lying here on the floor where you left me.. i think i took too much.. i'm crying here, what have you done? i thought this would be fun..

illegal narcotics shouldn't be banned.. they're so much fun when you're depressed..