[what if] holy shit, y'all, the back half of s2 improved immeasurably

hi everyone i offer zero updates on anything except

[what if] spoilers through s2 12/26 below

I live in Portland, Maine, an hour+ from the shootings. My Mom and siblings live well enough away from them too. We’re safe. I love you all

current gender identity: who knows, not me

while i'm dumping identity shit here after months and months of minimal contact: gender is weird and complex and a Lot and i have she/they on my social medias but not irl and i've still been calling myself cis with a tiny asterisk i haven't worried about buuuuuuut

me for a good couple years now: sure i have adhd but what if also autism? i must examine this at length and be 100% correct forever
me the other day: this bus has DIFFERENT seating so it is WRONG i must have gotten on the wrong one even though i know i did not
me getting off the bus at the correct spot: lol 'what if i was autistic' i got news for me bitch

THIRTY FUCKIN YEARS FOR GARBAGE MONSTER DANNY MASTERSON FUCK YEAH

trying to come back! ask me what's been up lately? work life, person, hyperfixations, etc. i love you all

soz for being so absent for so long and only now dipping in to ask for help but

been so very long, i'm here with not great news: i got fired here/tuesday

super fun when living paycheck to paycheck