I couldnt build my confidence to meet or trust a person anymore.
    
     
        I said what is past it just past. I just forgive you but unfortunately I unable build another road of trust with you again. You once tell me never trust anyone. Now I done it.
    
     
        recently a person from 6 years ago message me by saying sorry that she lied everything. I know the moment of that happen and  that was the first time I feel like lost. I cried every night for few months.
    
    
    
        had an instant crush towards my high school guy.
    
       
        I wish I hv my own delete button on my brain after saving it so many years.