I wonder if I'll ever get to have peace of mind.
There's a growing gap and the connecting bridge remains to be under construction.
I don't know. I'm scared to admit it. But I'm saying it anyway. I'm afraid I don't know how to pray properly anymore. Everything's in my mind. I hope He hears it.
And the flirt is back. I'd like to swing a bat at yah. eraseeraseeraseerase*
Not much time. Just read, memorize, and recall.
I need to learn how to think fast.
I have to discipline myself. It's going to be a lifelong battle. I just hope I'll find comfort in it eventually.
I didn't think anyone would be interested.