Okay so iguess I am NOT performing at the game tonight. Not because I got kicked off of it, but because I went pretty much catatonic for around an hour today
Really sad by the fact that I have to post this, but kinda a disclaimer to everyone before I stop caring or things get worse. I'm struggling mentally to the point that I think if there was any time I'd end up killing myself it would be this year. I'm trying to get better, and I'm telling some people irl too just in case, but if people could just monitor-