that the holidays are still 2 stressful

that things will never ever be the same ever again

that things hav reali changed already in such a little time

why there is pain in this world?

the holidays come soon so he can be busy with work n fun to forget the pain

the holidays will arrive soon

that we can be together again

that the pain will kill his heart so tat he will not feel pain anymore

never want 2 be in love again if pain is all he will ever receive

this feeling tat he is feeling now