Dealing with insurance issues from things from over a year ago, from an insurance I dont HAVE anymore, denying claims for visits I barely remember at this point and taking hundreds of dollars out of my bank account randomly with no warning.

reality is basically just turning into shadowrun but without any of the cool shit. honestly I'd rather deal with dragons

[uspol] if my new bosses keep celebrating during client meetings I'm forced to attend I'm going to burst a blood vessel

I've been so weepy and insecure the past few days. I'm not a fan of it.

so much has happened in the last 48 hours that I literally cannot process. The worst of it would need a trigger warning to talk about and I don't have the spoons for that.

Anybody here ever hear of statins causing mental side effects like paranoia and aggression? Its the only medication change my spouse has had lately but the side effects listed on the pharmacy sheet dont include anything like that.

Having one of those "my existence is pointless, there wouldn't even be any ripples if I vanished from the world" days. Don't need buttpats, just needed to say something.

I haven't really played 5e before and now I may get pulled into a rime of the frostmaiden group. I may need some help/advice, my typical pants bard characters are not going to cut it, it sounds like.

My mental state is all over the place. I really do apologize if I end up yaking anyone's ear off or just being generally weird and annoying. Between the health issues lately and being alone all the time its been hard to regain my mental balance.

Any time I see the phrase "self starter" under required skills for a project or job listing, I mentally replace it with "We will ignore the basic needs of this position and blame you if you don't get things done anyway"