is this considered as "bad times" and what will happen again during "bad times"?

it.

what can I do still?

wrong, very very wrong.

to see the future...wants to feel secured that there is a future, needs something to look forward to... to motivate her to achieve it

don't know what to expect anything near the "future" ...

just don't like it when you talk like a porcupine

doesnt like to feel this way!

it prolly just wouldnt happen at all... i'm just not the one to get all excited with and wanna share things that happened.

upset.. no idea why, just wanna drown myself tonight with all emo songs... accompany me through the night,be with me~