보고싶다.. 언제 다시 서울에 올꺼야?

and here i go again. opening my gallery, seeing all the photos, zooming up his face, and i'm smiling like a crazy. so scary.

seeing his photos in my phone, seeing his messages in chat group, getting excited when he added me as his friend in fb, and thinking about him everytime. ya Allah, if he's not the one, then please stop me.

so actually we are in the same years, right? and then i started to think about him again....

(maube because he was preparing for his study in korea in that 1 year)

but the next day he said that he went to the school at same year with me, we graduated from highschool in the same year, but the difference is he started his undergraduate 1 year later

and then i knew he was younger than me by 1 year. he said he start his undergraduate in 2011. and then i felt relieved. how can i chase someone younger than me?

at first i thought that he was older than me. and i was so mesmerized by him. but i knew i should stop myself since my friend like him, and the other friends trying to turn them into couple

i meet my friends from that city like once a month, so will we meet once a month too?

why you have to live in that city. why you don't live in the same city with me. i don't know when i can meet you again