can you guys just tell me to kill myself i know youre thinking about doing it

idont know why but when i draw vent art i draw a lot of puke and saliva it just adds to the drawing a lot

heh guess i deserve it ahh vent 😭✌️

not suibaiting but i genuinely think i should just kill myself at this point. i cant stop ruining things and im just a horrible person. and the thing is i want people to insult me more i wwnt them to call me terrible wnd tell me to kill myself because i deserve all of it every single insult

sorry i sound like im victimizing myself i promise im not im just really upset right now

i think people probably hate me for a good reason i just cant figure out what it is

im just scared ill do one more bad thing and everyone will hate me

I feel like i can never do anything wrong or there will be like 3 anons about it and nobody will ever actually bring it up TO me directly

i always feel like im back on 2022 friend group discord servers whenever im on here

im going to cry genuinely i cant catch a break because i will make a mistake and suddenly theres an anon about it and when i try to explain myself i get called a bad person/not taking responsibility