ZET's ryt it's how mny masks u wore evryday. i know i'm gud at it. but loneliness cud stripped them off with ur skin that it hurts the most.
Friends could set your doubts on life behind, of teases that brings smile on ur face and jokes that could make you laugh.
Frustrations triggers paranoia and paranoia is the great torrent that drowned happiness in just seconds. It's what I always feel.
It's easy to say "I'm Happy', but it always doomed with frustrations.
for me its easy to die than to live. there are lots of consequences in living.
sometimes I question myself about happiness... am I really happy? in minutes? hours? days? how?
sometimes when im board i used to think my life in the future... so obscure.
public memorial service has been made private. sorry! hahaha