...as easier as the torrent of deep water than the shallow one...

Am I really serious to this? I really really wish i am not! I wish my life would be as easier as... if i really have to live.

haaahaaaay! would i really wish reading my future? as if there would be left for me.

would be death as easy as what u think now when it hovers to you exactly at your time?

would that still be a big deal for me being no more? what could i miss?

I always ask myself: why I keep struggling to live? am i still on a purpose i not yet known? would i fade away unused and useless?

BYEEE EVERYONE!

I still wish I can't read anyones' thought when everyone sees mine.

been away from friends for decades...are they missing me? guess not... but mizz them very much.

I like it... I want it... but I can't have it now. Now that I can have it...I still like it...but don't know if I still want it.