I just realised ;

I just couldn't forget how you encouraged me and being there for me when I was in such a situation last time .

You know why I can always stare into space ?

Mabye I didn't mean to be like that , I just feel like holding on to you , And never let go again .

could I have been more attentive that time

sometimes I just really wonder what you're thinking about .

aren't you making it too obvious , or is my imagination just too wild ?

2 months left unless we go into the same sec school , (which is impossible) . just wondering if I'll be able to let it go .

Why can't I just get rid of them

My tears just can't seem to stop flowing though trying how much to hate and forget you. ; the past memories keep flowing back .