It's useless , your words just goes through my ears ..

Talk to me ? No , there's nothing you all can do ..

And I dont like sharing , even if I share out , what can you do ?

Im sorry , but im use to keep all my problem to myself .

Im always forcing myself to smile instead of crying .

But instead of tears coming out , my smile took off the tears ..

When I was in courseling , I wanted to burst out in tears !

You want me to face the reality , but what if I cant take it ?

But did you know how long i've been doing that ?

Ya , coursellor , your right , I always choose to run away from the reality .