still haven study chinese.. die.
to go to the beach and scream till throat gets sore.
to be emotionless..... having emotions is kinda bad.
to do yi gong in an orphanage.. FULL TIME.
i would stay in the IMH if i got the money..
no one will ever understand hw i feel.. everything's just so wrong...
blue.... and cant concentrate on exams.
to know ways to vent anger when you are just angry with yourself..