How can I sleep tonight?

Ok maybe I am a bit too emotional. hmph. must be happy! if not tmrw ugly. It rhymes!

I'm sorry.. I really didn't mean it. was just very angry & sad.

All the memories came rushing in.. Those are the memories that I've locked behind my head. Memories that I didn't want to face.

Maybe I haven't really moved on, yet. Need time.. eh?

I might even consider going back to you now if you ask.. Sigh. It's the past already. Why am I crying.

now, I feel like crying I miss us, so much. I miss you.

Prolly cause you hurt me so much that I did not want to remember the past & forced myself to move on.

but I didn't. so why did you?

I did not give up, did I? I wanted to give up on life, I wanted to give up on SPM.