her self to sleep almost every night since thanksgiving. sure friends and hugs help some but the effect fades after a few min (if they last

that long.

She just doesn't know what to do anymore and is seriously wondering if anyone would give a damn if she killed her self...

i can't go on like this anymore, i want out of this slump, i really do, the depression is taking over so bad that i don't even want to see

amime anymore, and for me that is really saying somethin'. I can't even read, all i want to do is curl up in a ball and die

I fell like i have no friends, i only hang around the people i once considered my friends because it is better then being alone. it seems to

me like all they do is brush me off. I can't talk to anyone about this or i am being a big baby... i really don't think i can do this any

more. My parents say that i can come talk to them when ever i need to but when i try the either ignore me or say shit like "it is just the

Weather. Don't worry it will get better." or "Well maybe you need to go and exercise some more." They don't seem to understand that i work

my ass off everyday trying to stay happy, and live the fucking image they want me too, but it is killing me. I miss being happy, i miss

having people i can talk to. I miss living, i am just going through life as a empty shell and i have had it. i have to live up to everyone's

else's wished and dreams, i can't even follow my own. I am fading away and no one gives a damn. one of these days i am just going to

disappear *Poof* gone, and who would care? No one, well maybe they would care for like two freak en seconds and then it would all be like

"Sabrina? who was Sabrina again?" God! why do i have to have all this shit in my life

I love it, My parents treat my like their freak en slave until i post something like this on the internet and then they are all over me

if they love me as much as they say then why don't they listen to me when i try to talk to them?

I'm sorry hon. No one tries to ignore, just that I didn't know you were feeling this way. If you'd told me and not let me find out by intern

...sweetie... i care, but depression isn't something that just dissappears overnight. You gotta work at it. and i know how hard that sounds

but if you dance in the rain life will be a-lot better.

et then I would've definetly done something to help make you not feel this way. I know you've had some bad depresion and the weather might b

e making it worse. My whole family deals with wintorial deppression and it sucks. I'm sorry you feel this way hon.

thanks you guys, i really need to vent it kinda made me feel better

yeah it really does...and also taking a trip down memory lane helps

So you feel better now? Or should I slit your wrists for you?!

lol thanks for the offer shelby but yes i am feeling better

lol love it tori!