it's so noisy at home. I had this thought about buying a staycation package just to get out but that feels so stupid and a waste of money lol

my passport is expiring so I can't fly elsewhere at short notice

I also keep thinking that I want to quit my job. But how much of that is because I hate my new role, and how much of that is because I want more time to work on a temporary project?

why does everything cost money that I need to slave 80% of my life away for

I just want to go back to an individual contributor role... but it drives me wild that I could get replaced because I'm not "hungry" enough for success or whatever

I just want to earn a paycheck to pay for my needs and hobbies?? Urrrrrgh

I'm getting on in the years so I'll also be facing the very cool age discrimination

why is this entire system so broken