my deal with SGeans is that many never grew out of the school exam paper phase - after graduation, they're still "comparing answers to make sure they were correct"

the pretty suck thing is that I can't find people to talk to when I need a listening ear OTL they're all too busy with their own lives

well I had a mental breakdown due to work yesterday. Prior to this, I took 2 weeks off and it was the best time of my life but over too soon. Thursday wasn't horrible and I even thought maybe I could keep going. But on Friday

I'm taking 2 weeks off work in December, mainly to get away from work and write my fic but I'm thinking more and more that I just want to get away from Everything in general

Thinking 死にたい but also having no energy to seek help

I keep telling myself that I have to be the last to check out but man if I have to live like this for the next 20/30+ years, that's gonna be miserable

genshin

[FF4]

ahh...watching vlogs is making me miss Tokyo

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