one of my analysts is also a writer. he wrote this book with a pair of twins, one of them passed away before it was ever published. Paul gave this to me today. they all signed it. he told me that he made sure they gave me a signed version of book 357 because that's the caliber of a really fucking large bullet. 
Love it
Zach is the twin that died and his twin josh helped Paul finish the book but under Zachs name.
awwww, that's super sweet
it was the first thing I cried about today
then this convo that my direct leader on the project had with our VP on the project 
week 1 of 2025 has not been easy. I needed to hear my leaders believe in me.
so lll be over here crying
of course they believe in you. as they should
I have so much imposter syndrome. I can't get out of my own head.
you are talented!! and awesome!! and you are doing the most on this project. you're the best, bb.
I'm going to second what everyone else has said: AS THEY SHOUUUULLLLDDDD
it is wild to me that YOU of all people have imposter syndrome, but it does make me feel more normal about my own!
if my work wife did not constantly remind me to tell my imposter syndrome to shut up it would he crippling. I basically wake up everyday thinking 'today is the day they realize I suck and fire me' anxiety + ocd + adhd is a super fun brain combo.
YOU are a super fun (and super competent!) brain combo, I'm just saying
so you listen to that work wife!
look. subject change. I made 1 millions pounds of pasta salad. 
that looks so good though