Tuesday is my 60 day go live readiness assessment. at the grand ballroom at a fancy hotel downtown in front of 1200 people. this marks the start of 2 months of hell. but im gonna survive it friends. the alternative is that I fail. fuck that. im still scared AF and next level stressed out.
you are gonna survive it b/c you are amazing and you got this. (and you are also a tigress who's gonna take this challenge by the throat and rip it right out.)
thank you. I just got a little teary eyed. im so scared of fucking this up. and it's so close. it's the biggest, most important thing I have ever done professionally. like im scared but excited. but July, August and September are gonna be haaaard.
and I already feel like I have disappeared from everywhere. and lost friends because the stress im undef professionally is impacting my ability to show up personally.
well, you got us. and I am hanging in there. trying to keep a million plates spinning and not let any fall. wrote an obituary. helping cousins with estate stuff. combed through a mess of files on Uncle's laptop and emails and managed to find contacts for them. but we have a condo and a storage unit to clean out so it's a Lot.