tweets are invisible to everyone untagged, my arms are in pain, my vision is blurring, I'm frustrated at Life Things, I haven't been able to get much done b/c I've been with the rep (who is multi-tasking, so I understand!) for... almost 5

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hours off and on... and my lack of new glasses yet makes me cross-eyed focus andblur and I just. Want things fixed. Everything fixed.

I want to stop just surviving.

I miss being able to create. I miss not having this much fear of certain things. I

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miss at least having better contact with people. I miss not having this sort of pain. I...

And if I lose my insurance? I lose my meds. The only "good" thing would mean that I'll be so sick I won't be able to eat food again, will be a crying hyperventilating

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mess, and we'll save money on food b/c of it.

I'm so tired.

And now I've hit the point of wanting to cry.

Even with the good things flickering and I'm just. I'm tired.

In so many ways.

i'm tired.

LMFAO I think another agent just

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tag-teamed into my customer support ticket. Okay. So I can finally go do dishes and get some sleep.

Still need the Peacock issue fixed, b/c my mom deserves at least SOMETHING (it came free with our internet plan if -- well just do a search through my

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posts for "peacock" and you'll find it). Unless I only mentioned it on Twitter (I'm crossposting this, and my eyes are also crossing in exhaustion and eye strain!)

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PS - so my sister bought me a rosebush when Mynx passed and we put tuff of her fur in there. They grow so prettily. I need to share pics again - I'm sure I did before... Anywho. Unfortunately if I ever have any in my room, Diamond snags 'em to try to +

eat them.

Mynx loved roses, too.

She wasn't as... hungry for them as Diamond is tho ^^;;

At least they're not poisonous. Not like. A nutrition to her diet, but like. Yeah.

Ugh I'm at the overwhelmed internally, but numb as well, but ALSO wanting to bawl phase of emotional instability.

Some things will arrive today, and another tomorrow. I hope it helps a little bit. God bless.

I hope you got the stuff.

shesays_: thank you so much!! ;; I fell asleep late, but my mom brought them in the house!

I just opened it and Diamond IMMEDIATELY ran over, then Fredday once he smelled the temptations!

shesays_: it means so much and helps A LOT! thank you! many blessings to you!! Thank you!

xindanobody: you have another delivery today. You are welcome. God bless.

shesays_: ! Thank you so much!! This is so very kind of you. Thank you!!

shesays_ I gave one box to my mom and kept the other for myself for whenever needed. It's SUPER appreciated ;; If you ever get a sore throat, I HIGHLY recommend them! They feel like they last longer than most and they're pretty good without being too much? I think?

The only downside is you are "only" getting a few of them vs those other bags that'll come with 2-3x as much. So depends on how frequently one needs them.