my sister will be driving down at some point with her SO to go to... see ... to help clean up the apartment of our sister and...see our nieces and... "Celebration of Life" for Shannon.

I want my sister back.

I hate this.

My brother and my youngest sister dealt with all the... finals of my youngest brother 2 years ago when he passed. Now, it's kind of repeating with my other sister.

But seeing "the body" to be... that's... my sister... and I know, I know, I KNOW... but... gods it HURTS.

My 2026 begging bar is low:
- No one dying on me.
- Not having to beg for money throughout the year
- Not fearing if bills/rent can't be paid.

That's my bar.

That's my bare to be better than this year, or the past 2 years. Please.

This is for my sister who passed away over the holiday.

Please share or donate if you can.

I don't know what else to say right now.

Thank you.

Donate to Support Shannon's Funeral and Her Children...

my mom'scar won't start. neighbor thinks Fuel pump. microwave is completely broken.

my sister, Shannon, passedaway yesterdya. she was barely youngerthan me.

My food is in the microwave.

The door opener just completely broke (the type you push in? Pushed all the way in after being broken for months).

I can't get my food.

And now we have no microwave.

I'm so done with everything.

Messed up my Windows/laptop process that I started on my mom's b'day.

I'm back to square one bc I mucked up.

Typing from laggy phone.

Please take care of each other and yourselves, lovelies.

💜🌹🦋🌹💜

I want a kitty, so badly.

If we had the money, and no worries, I would get a kitty. And hope & pray that Diamond wouldn't be jealous.

(And a snake, too. Corn snake.) But, alas. Money.

(I want a tiny furbaby to go with my Diamond.)

Okay, dishes, bed, back to laptop work tomorrow/later/etc.