guys you don’t understand I want to eat so bad but i feel so sick whenever i eat

i try to eat protein bars and things with sugar just so we don’t completely die but

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I also sometimes get bad headaches or weird heart rate or dizziness after eating it sucks

ive not had a full meal in ages and its awful idk what to do

it’s probably just anxiety but im scared of ssris because they make you nauseous and I can’t afford to be more nauseous than I already AM