I feel like I've been going to chemo for the past 2 years.

I'm like 8 levels of over it right now.

But think of how far you've come. It sucks, I know it sucks and you hate how you feel with it - but your tumors have shrunk, your cancer markers have dropped . You've been able to go on holiday and actually

enjoy it. I'm so proud of you and what you've achieved and soon you'll be in England, showing cancer the middle finger. You are not cancer and you are not chemo - you're Amy and Amy is pretty awesome

Keep going. Love you lots

I think I just had such an awesome time on vacation that I'm irritated that I have to spend the next 4 days laying in bed feeling horrific...I'd rather feel like I did while we were in Florida

ArianaSz: I keep trying to remind myself that it's working, but for some reason, it's just a lot harder this time

I know. It's crap and I wish I could take all the side affects away

what gem said. It takes a lot of guts to keep doing something that makes you so miserable. But I'm so glad you got to enjoy that vacation, and I want you to get to enjoy many more. Hang in there

SENDS YOU ALL THE ITALIAN FOOD SO YOU FEEL BETTER

hug swipes your orange blossom honey while your out

Awww Amy, post holiday blues always suck but you've got Eng-er-land to look forward to and you're gonna have a great time over here... Keep thinking about that

You can do this! You had a tough day yesterday, that never helps but go get your chemo and then make everyone spoil you for the rest of the day.

It is hard but I know you will do great.

Here's a I'm Mad and Annoyed Hug... better days are coming.

Thanks so much everyone, I really do appreciate it very much

Hang in there, Sweets. You got this.

you got this, and soon you will have vacation happiness again, except across the pond! <3<3

You are the best

Even when you aren't feeling it, we know it.

We are on your side.

Ugh. No. Just no. Having cancer is not a fight or a battle

^^ A very good point. Thank you. Language is important.

Oh Chestnut, I agree with you. If one more person tells me to 'kick cancer in it's ass' I might just scream, lol. I don't fight, I sit there. My fight is getting out of bed.

I know they mean well though when they say it, so I don't ever take offense.. just to clarify.

Same. I offer the person with cancer point of view because people absolutely mean to support us. But for me it always makes me feel worse. So when this shit kills me it will be because I didn't fight hard? no

I am just hoping to get people to see it a different way. I dont mean to offend either. Just educate maybe

uh can we just have a nice supportive plurk for Amy. People are trying to support Amy.

more hugs for you ScarletCSkylaC we love you

I am pretty sure we are all trying to help.

sorry to offend you. I am sincerely sorry.

And back to supporting Amy

I feel like that's a totally understandable feeling. I hope I don't sound too cliche, but I would say focus on the positive and hang in there. Honestly, I have so much respect and admiration for you.

All I can say is that I'm so glad to be your Plurk friend. I always love reading your Plurks and I'm always amazed how positive you can be. I suffer from depression at times and sometimes I dwell on the

negative, and that is not good for me. I am not sure if I'm saying this right, but what I admire about you is it always seems like you have such a positive outlook. I just want to tell you that someone out

there looks up to you and wants to be like you.

You are my hero.