I'm so sorry

My heart races just walking to the other side of the house, I ended up very dehydrated, exhausted, sleeping for 18+ hours a day sometimes more, really just the most down I have ever been in the past 2 years

The other day was the first time I ever really wondered if I was going to make it out of this. But today I'm awake for the first time in days at this hour.

I'm still tired, but I'm sitting up and typing at my laptop and it really just feels good. I truly hope this is a turning point for me and I start to get a bit better from here.

Cause for a bit there, I was really afraid I'd fall asleep and never wake up.

ugh bb

gonna send you some good juju your way!

I'm still barely eating, but I did better than yesterday, so I think that's starting to help. I have virtually no appetite, but I kind of have to make myself eat to get better

And to all of you

I've missed you. I hope going back to meat helps

you're doing so well and your fight is far from over. Each and every one of us believe in you. You're in my prayers daily

I had meat today for the first time since all of this happened, I just wasnt able to keep it down before. And I'm starting on iron supplements tomorrow!

yay thats good. I'm gonna keep you in my prayers.

Keeping you in my thoughts

can they do iron infusions to give you a jump start on your iron levels?

Miss you, Sweetheart. Hope you're feeling yourself again quickly.

you at not be able to stomach it (I can't ) but, liver will do wonders for your anemia. I hope you feel better.

sending lots of hugs your way