At least if it was, I hope this will be a pleasant experience

Dunno what I'll do after that

I have this insane idea of running a TCG. But I hate thinking of events haha. Do your own thing!!

well this is a bad time to start thinking that nothing I do - and even my own existence - seems to make an impact so why bother

when you're so drained you can't even grammar ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I want to be recognized, I want to feel like my hard work and effort made an impact on someone. Why is it important to me? I don't know. All I know is i'm not as strong as you.

I'm scared of being forgotten. Already I feel like I don't matter to most people. Like I could just kick it tomorrow and things just go on

gotta release the zine before I think about kicking it

I don't really know why I write all this considering I'm talking to a wall all the time

People remember and miss your Pairings

And I'll think about it. I want to do an op/ed one but I gotta see if I actually have time and energy to keep it going

thinking about it again, I realize all the free time I have left will basically go into working on this -___- I miss managing TCGs (not interested in playing them) but uhhh