its like i have execdys and ojust struggle to concentrate long enough to do decent thread tags and its exhausting forcing myself to concentrate for that long
Yeah. That's why my inbox has been collecting them since January and why I've barely answered any since then. Usually, the wait for a reply from me can be much longer than a matter of a few weeks.
(honestly as much as i love the dreamwidth games i'm in this is kinda why i prefer ij cause it's less threads and i therefore have a slightly quicker turn around)
This. So much this. In theory I love threads. In reality they take a lot out of me. Plus I'm always anxious that my writing sucks or that I'm not giving my thread partner enough to work with or maybe I'm giving too much. I much prefer network posts.
for me I know my RP energy has waned/waxed more often lately (sadly) than I'd like, but also my depression has been acting up more and I've been taking on more grown-up tasks -_-
(I was sick for the first week or so--yay Flu? Then had dredged up trauma at end of month+impending vacation which was good. BUt still, vacation=stressful)