how this will turn out in the end. .

writes: "I post entries in a blog somewhere. I want you to know but I'm afraid you'll turn your back on me." what's the use of living life??

I can never be you. I can NEVER be as perfect as you.

if she should stay and be miserable or leave and still be miserable. . .

writes: "rain. life. what do they have in common? the answer? their unpredictability."

writes: "You won't know who you can trust until they screw-up. The ones who remain, deems themselves worth yet leaves you in doubt."

writes: "I want you to be proud of me in this lifetime. . at least once in THIS lifetime because I know you never are."

to cry for the things she never really had enough to lose. .

like there's no more hope for this world. haha.

waiting on the world to change.