I actually hate my body more now than when i was fat. Everything is so saggy and gross and i still have weight to lose. I am so angry with myself i let my weihtht get that bad and this is the consequence

My girl just sent me the sweetest message....

So loving my life right now! Things are in such a good place

Went to a work event today and saw people who haven't seen me for months and one who hasn't seen me for a year. Was amazing. I forgot how much my looks have changed but to have everyone comment

Watching designated survivor. Not a bad show so far!!!

My weight loss has slowed down a lot now. It has made me anxious cos I worry I'm not going to lose any more... But I have to tell myself that it's normal for this to happen

Wanna throw up. Seriously never felt afraid in my job until today....

Date night tonight

Bah so sore from physio today..

Seeing her at work for the first time since we acknowledged our feeling to each other. Need to keep my professionalism....... life is gonna be interesting for a while