He goes "Love is not a feeling but is a practice" therefore, is a constant choice, love is the act of showing up, love is like having a shared vision, love is putting in work day in and day out. Even when you don't feel like it, you still do. Not out of obligation but of choice.

I've learned a new meaning of love for me. It comes from this great person and I came to realize that his definition should be mine as well.

so amazing how this platform lets me treat it as diary of sorts

i overanalyze everything. i reflect and then I go boom

I don't believe in cool offs. pero i don't want to say the extreme of break ups.

how do i go about it?

so what'd you do if it's practically the same thing as my last reach out.

nagpaalam naman umalis pero same guy. likely same event (out to eat) lolol becoming a date na nga talaga sa pov ko pero ofc not to her.

esp siya naman nagyayaya

entry again

note to self

how do you respond when your partner says sorry. but.

not verbatim but in a way that is really the line it's giving

what if this was the girl's statement after all that's been said by the guy who just wants to be understood nga.

"basta, I’m just grateful for having him as my friend and I feel at peace pag nasa labas ako at kasama siya. Sorry if that doesn’t sit well with you."

my pov is this. mas pinili parin idefend yung guy and this friendship and peace he brings