At the point I just want to migrate to another country.

Is it possible to love & hate a parent at the same time? Such conflicting emotions are irreconcilable. I can only make do with embracing both. The former as it is granted & hard to detach from as toxic as the relationship is, the latter is for all the conflicting views, opinions & the same feeling one would get with a person who is completely insufferable

Honestly wish I could say something like "It's good to be back." but I'd be lying if I said I did.

Returning back here feels less like home and more like mere familiarity and complacency.

Perhaps it is ungratefulness and taking this place for granted, but I dread the return to the constant, the routine and the never ending alarm rings in the morning.

Trying this new thing where I don't eat for 22 hours. lol. It's so hard.

bought 30 bucks worth of snacks but ate one bun and I am full. #whatawaste

Lol when my sister asked me if I had eaten yet, I was weirded out.

Then she asked me again "You're not... going to eat??"

like guurrllll you've never asked me before if I'm going to eat or not. I should be more surprised that you're asking me in the first place

stupid stupid stupid cramps. It's the worst. emotions are a mess. I don't know if I'm angry, sad or just calm and collected. nothing makes sense. and the fatigue AND the pain at the same. don't have energy to deal with all of this. but I have all of the energy in the world to whine about it.

My emotions are such a mess during PMS. Once, I cried listening to whale sounds cuz I thought that it sounded so sad.

Amy is so dumb!! #LittleWomen

I watch basketball and I could literally cry from watching LeBron James play.