that sensation like i won't make it to tmr

i was gonna make a post about feeling taken for granted on top of everything, but i notice my last post was like that too and now I'm even more depressed that it's an ongoing problem.

all honesty, i really do feel taken for granted a lot. couple that with my absolutely shit sense of self worth already and it's very hard to not want to go back to cutting and shit.

it's not like it's the first time.

cannot find the right words to express how lonely i feel

I feel increasingly replaceable.

lonely.

oh hey who knows, if I'm lucky this'll kill me.

trying not to take it personally

it's not going to stop, is it?