took my panel down i think if I do find fam that wants me it wont be using a panel at an adoption agency throws paint at people

..i think if I don't find 'home' this time I just gonna settle for living with my kitty cats hehe

bout how i feel bout family hunting

gave it another four or five days she told me it been a busy week so.. I tried it didn't seem like anything has changed so i left >< over 2wks trial but it's not 'HOME' if that makes sense.. maybe i'll find it

>< i am bout to cry the headaches are bad again and its leaning more towards migraine with nausea and light / sound sensitivity that and my side hurts hubby is concerned saying i aught to go to the ER

[lil RL Karma Rant]

...wow I feel like maybe I been dropped on my head. I dunno if it's me but I feel a total disconnect as of late from the not-offical-offical fam. I don't know why. Though before the panel was up she had said -

...so much for sleep hello back spasms that make my spine feel like it's a kit kat about to be broken into two parts

happy mother's day to all on my time line :3

hopping onto GTA V if anyone wants to add me to their social it's jadedsins