so bored.........

listening to Taylor Swift's "Dear John" now...

not to be messed.

to stay where she is right now...

not to go away anymore.

you were my meant to be but I guess I was in love with your memory..

I don't need you doubting me.

I cannot be what I am

my life away with the things I'll never say..

to decide what to do... I don't want to decide because I might regret it. I want my brain to rest from thinking.