I'm back again in the situation I thought I had already escaped. I thought I was getting better but then all of a sudden it all hits again.

Soemtimes i wonder if death is kinder than this Life.

People lack accountability, then be like, "you could've just talked to me." No, I couldn't. You dont listen. You deflect. You gaslight. You make me feel like I'm the problem for bringing it up. So no, I stayed silent to protect my peace, not because i did 't want to fix it.

The disrespect became louder than the good memories, but the apology didn't even make a sound. The audacity to act like nothing happened as if they didn't disrespect or hurt anyone, damage someone'snmental health, and cause lasting trauma and breakdowns like nothing ever happened.

I'm grieving the life I thought I would have. Battling stuff that I dont't want to talk about and wanting a future that I really don't think exists for me anymore. So yeah! I'm pretty checked out and not myself. But I'm fine though.(:

Back to zer0😕

Reflecting on 2023, i realize that although i haven't achieved all my goals yet, I am grateful for the progress i have made.

Life has been autopilot lately.

When we let go of something, it opens up a little space to grow.

You cannot change someone who doesn't see an issue in their actions.