i sit there spamming that fuckass replurk button ugh

and its our three months this friday and his birthday is tuesday and ugh i just feel horrible about this and how im acting but acting happy when im not is just so draining and i never feel drained around him because i dont do draining things with him and i dont wanna start associating fake feelings and masking with him because hes my boy and i love my boy an

and i feel so bad because he was so sweet when telling me goodnight and i was just being a bitch

idk i had a manic episode a couple days after we started dating and he did pretty well but hes never seen me like this

having an episode and not knowing how to tell him is just ugh

bipolar not for the weak i love my boyfriend a lot but he loves me more right now and it breaks my heart

this is why you aint getting pussy for your birthday fuck you bitch

bitch would rather play some fucking video game topping naked dudes than talk to me dpmo

pick uppp

ughhh