“So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.“「於是我們繼續往前掙扎,像逆流中的扁舟,被浪頭不斷地向後推入過去。」——《大亨小傳》
I smiled, I didn’t complain, I didn’t yell or cry because smiling was the only thing i could do when being with you, when you didnt want to talk about it, but it didn’t mean I wouldnt get hurt, I still felt.
I hate you. You ruined my life
Learning to let go is never easy when that’s the only thing you can do that left on this planet. Still, you have to let go and move on, little by little every day.
I finally let go, i think so. Finally let go of the responsibility that doesn’t belong to me, finally took a little step to cross over the fear of being abandoned, finally faced what i needed to face and even allowed myself drowning in that situation. Then i woke up, just like it never did happen, and I survived, just like I always do.
If you don’t feel like it, then don’t do it; if you feel like it, then go for it.
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7 years ago @Edit 7 years ago
Wrote down what was all in my mind, and read it all out then burned it into ashes while holding my pink cystal. Thank you, im sorry, please forgive me, i love you.
Byebye one of my best friends, was. I donot know what you’ve been through, but what you’ve done to me is totally ... I cannot even find a word to describe it. You were acting like nuts, and you wouldn’t even try to talk or have a conversation after your crazy behaviors. Is that what this friendship all about?