DO NOT use ping.fm/3fDpn I've had them for years; they have gone downhill (fingers crossed that my domain gets released.)

spiraling down once again... faster this time too... no break in sight.

went out all day, so much better then staying cooped up in this hell hole. Going to work tonight; might be cut short. GLAD cause I'm sleepy!

listening to podcasts... it's overcast outside, wish I could just sleep all day

to do: blog, take down tree, cook, clean, yell, sleep, eat, then bed

I swear, my husband is THEE worst person to travel with. Can't stay happy and relaxed when he's "stuck" with us 3.

Some days I wonder if I'll ever feel normal again. So much has changed this past year I think it's impossible to imagine feeling good again

all in the next two months: 1 new CD (Enya) 1 new book by Stephen King, 1 new book by J.K. Rowling and a reference book by Stephenie Meyer!!

when things will be better

hopeless