Mom died yesterday morning. She's no longer in pain but she will be missed terribly.

trying to refresh herself so she can handle another week of caregiving.

I rocked today, but I hope I don't have to "rock" tomorrow.

for those who work night shift and such, 3 mg of melatonin makes you feel strangely refreshed in morning even if you only slept 3 hrs...

now the caregiver of her "other mother" with cancer. Can we say exhausted?

just now bought her first cellphone. lol

to shake all this sand out of her brain so she can function correctly.

a little freaked out that she actually had a good time at a church and can't stop thinking about it...

too tired all the time.

my karma is falling. I thought it was locked in when you hit nirvana.