Welp, I get to file for unemployment on monday because work decided to do a mandatory reduction and cut hours from 40 a week to 16. Yay. Like I don't have enough shit to deal with financially.

[RP] I dropped Stiles onto a few memes over at BS, I'll link them if anyone wants to tag him, otherwise I'll just leave it. I also decided to pick up a new muse, since Stiles doesn't seem to get much in the way of tags anymore, and decided to pick up Wolfwood from Trigun. He's the only other char I've played that I really liked, just outside of DW.

Do you ever just... -makes vague hand gestures-

Like the cicadas, I too wish to scream eternally.

I think the worst part about packing to move, while having a disability, is how much energy I /don't have/ anymore, especially since I'm doing it by myself, and even though I wfh it sucks the life out of me at the end of the day and I just don't wanna /do/ anything.

[LNT] Feel free to mute/ignore

sometimes i need to remind myself that no one actually gives a shit

[hiatus] I'm going on hiatus for the rest of May from the game. May is generally a hard month for me. It houses both Mother's Day and my Mom's birthday. This year she'll have been gone 20 years.

Time to disassociate for the month.

I am so exhausted. I am physically, mentally, emotionally, medically, spiritually exhausted. There's a part of me, small, that doesn't even want to be here anymore.