當然我也一直嘗試去改變,應該是自己的信心被擊潰時,也就無法再建信心,勇氣跟著消失,對著自己說出了許許多多鼓勵的話,那只是另一個空言而已,我在留念什麼呢?只是不想讓我的親人傷心罷了。

我己忘了來此的目的了,在感覺及認知上,我好像開闢一條鴻溝,和外界的種種都格格不入。自問自己再來要追求的是什麼,好像沒有答案,對於目前人類生活方式愈來愈不苟同,應該是自己把自己的信心給摧毀了,這真是我這一生來最大的錯誤。

What a terrible day. Meet a crazy guy, don't know why yell to me. In this world too much people have some condition didn't know, no one ....

If you unknow the product then you will get more cheap component inside . There are no honest business man . Earn money will major doctrine.

Each sale before you buy treat you have a good manner, after the order is firm and downpayment gave then you will find another world .

what a terrible thing that riding a moto at noon. How hot noone can imagin, but still have so much people on the road for business .

What are me looking for of my life ? I still cannot understand ,why this world is more civilized but the moral more disappear .

Too much for learning , woo C is a very diffucult language. But I must clear it. Who will be my master ?

Patient ,just only patient . Thinking and thinking only can do.

It's very difficult to be a engineer again. But for some reason that's what you are looking for.