[BIG RL RANT]

i am depressed & i hate it. i am sick & i hate it. Life needs to stop throwing me lemons cuz i don't like lemonade very much.

Empire Cast - Good Enough (feat. Jussie Smollett)
got this on replay right now

...just feeling very bleh. Tired of being sick; tired of being tired. Finding out more crap wrong with me today & just... tired of it. Dunno when they'll have a lung doctor see me. I need to get shit done test

...labs came back and there is a 90-95% chance I have mild-moderate Pulmonary Fibrosis. There is also a really good chance I have Osteoporosis.. So i'll be getting a bone density tests in the near future..

..someone go to the DR for me?

sleep must be an illusive dragon that hides from you when you really need to sleep but constantly pokes you when you aren't ready to sleep.. Like the 1st day of camp

keel me please.. i gotta be up in...lessee..7-8hrs.. and i can't sleep.. been up since...2pm? so umm nods I'm sleepy but mine mind is like noper

...aparently my feet are comfy since they are so swollen - got a warm kitty laying on em lol

Gyazo got my uni tonight in FF14