I hope everyone is having a safe Halloween!

I am grateful for those in operations who are helping me to clarify my job role since AP muddied the water for whatever reason. It hurt the day I was told I didn't have to help in AP that much. I almost cried at my desk. I thanked her then cried in the bathroom for a few minutes so I wouldn't get too puffy and stuffy. Tough moment for me. Still hurts.

I've been uneasy about my job for weeks. I tried to make myself hold on. But I can't anymore. I can't deny that 2 departments don't like me. Women are the reason as I have seen in the past. I don't fit their style. Trying to fit in is exhausting. I just want to support myself.

I received positive feedback that my manager provided to my recruiter. I'm grateful. But no confirmation of a hire date. She said she was aware it was a contract role. Ummm. I wasn't thrilled about that answer.

Wow, we're nearing the end of October! I don't dress up and haven't for years. It's always interesting to observe the trends. At work, some people are into costumes. I hope they enjoy it! I'm just grateful to have a job.

The office seems to always have candy lying around. I grabbed some. I haven't seen so much candy in public in years. Maybe not since elementary school. Lol.

It's good to be home. I had a productive week at work. My operations colleagues appreciate my help. I will see what they need my help with next week.

I got a flu shot at work today. Are you going to get a flu shot?

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I thought of some ideas for work to troubleshoot some AP problems. I will pitch them tomorrow to one of my colleagues. I'm excited!